Her last words (italy brothersxbullied reader)

Just an average girl
She always wore a smile
She was cheerful and happy for a short while
Now she's older, things are getting colder
Life's not what she though, she wishes someone had told her
(y/n)'s p.o.v
I smile at my Brothers as they were going to there high school. I got there car and wave goodbye, As soon as they left my smile turns to a frown as I tightly hold my books. I go in through the doors. My face met with a hand as I fell to the ground. I ignore the pain as I look up seeing Francine with her group of friends.
"well well what do we have here a little rat I see" Julchen smiles as her friends (mates) pull and slap me. Tears went down my eyes as they laugh and people ignore me. They left as soon as the bell rang. Oliver came and picks me up.
"Are you okay poppet?" He asks concern. I just nod as he gave me my books.
"well when you need help yell my name" he leaves to class as I walk away. 'to class'.

  She told you she was down, you let it slip by
So from then on she kept it on the inside
She told herself she was alright
But she was telling white lies
Can't you tell? Look at her dull eyes

  time skip~
I walk in the lunch room with the lunch my brothers made me. I almost made it to my table as I fell face down on the floor as some of the pasta fell on my head. I sit up seeing that Amelia had tripped me. I stand up running out the room hearing the laughs and names fade away I ran in the bathroom cleaning myself up refusing the tears to come out. I take off my shirt seeing my cuts on my body. I quickly put my other long sleeve shirt which had the Italy's flag.

 Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night
But she knew there was no chance of feeling alright
Summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves
'Cause those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through you see
She knew she was depressed, didn't want to admit it

  Time skip~
I cry quietly in my room as they slept. I got the blade going to the bathroom in my room. I lock the door and pierce my skin and glide the blade through it silently crying.
"hey (y/n) time to sleep" Lovino's voice rang in my ears.
"in a minute it's the time of the month so..." lies
"okay just hurry Feli wants to see you preform at that talent show in good shape tomorrow" my eyes widen as his foot steps fade away. 'yeah in good shape' I clean up and get out the restroom and lay in my bed.
"ve~" Feli came in and I quickly hide my arms under my blanket.
"Goodnight (y/n)" He kisses your forehead as I repeat what he did to him. He leaves the room as I let out sad sigh.
  
  Didn't think she fit it, everyone seemed to miss it
She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound
Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed
She had no friends at school, all alone she sat
And if someone were to notice she would blame the cat
But those cuts on her wrist, they were no mistake
But no one cared enough to save her from this self hate

next day~
Lovino's p.o.v
I drop her off her school gate and drive off as Feli "ve".
"okay so what is the fucking excuse for tomorrow!?" he stops his ve and looks at me with his eyes open.
"Our sister got in a accident so we had to stay with her how about that" I nod that was a good excuse.
"also feli get your cat to be careful around (y/n) she has a lot of those marks" Feli got confused looking away.
"i should stop feeding him dog food then" I stop the car parking slowly turning my head to Feliciano.
"WHY THE FUCK DO YOU FEED IT DOG FOOD IT'S A FUCKING CAT!!!!!!"
"ahhhh Lovi please let go" I let go of his collor and turn back to turning on the car and driving home.
"stupid fratello" I mumble.
Time skip to talent show~

  (y/n)'s p.o.v
"hey slut go kill yourself" Francine snickers flicking my nose as she left. I rub my nose going to the changing room. I put on my dress that Feli gave me. (wheretoget.it/look/341162) I look down and spin a little a little smile appears on my lips I leave the small space and go back stage. My smile disappears when I saw Francine in her dress. her dress was poofed and no sleeves the color was navy blue and had color dots inside the dress.
The front was part of a skirt as the back was like a tail. She smirks as her name was yelled from the stage and she walks out as claps and yells where heard. She sang her song. When she finished she pushes me down as my name was yelled next. I stand up going on stage and hearing yells and claps. The man gave me a microphone.
things got quiet and the beat began to play. I open my mouth and began to sing my favorite song "If I Die Young". After I sang the song I left the stage as the next person acted something out.

 Things were going down, never really up
And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut
She knew exactly what she had to do next
Just stand on that chair and tie the rope around her neck

  timeskip~
I wrote a note I know it looks sloppy but it was my last goodbye to them.
I get the rope putting it around the ceiling fan. I stand on the rolling chair putting the rope around my neck. I held tightly to my note as I
move the chair away with my feet. The pain began to vanish as My air began to fade.
"Time for DINNER!!!" the last words I ever heard.

     She wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild
"Look at me now, are you proud of your precious child?"
But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame
It was the world that should bow down it's head in shame
She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon
Just don't think, it'll all be over soon
The chair fell down as she took her final breath
It's all over, all gone, now she's greeting death


Lovino's p.o.v
I yell out as Feli sat down eating.
"Feli can you go get (y/n) please" He nods going upstairs. A minute later I hear a scream. I ran up the stairs and enter her room. My eyes widen water began to flow
out my eyes.

 Her brother walks in, he falls down to the floor
And now nothing can take back what he just saw
The little girl that he raised is just hanging there
Her body's pale and her face is violently bare
 he sees the note and unfolds it with care
All he does is stare, "How can this be fair?"
 he starts reading as the tears roll down his face


There was my sister hanging with closed eyes and a smile. There was note in her hand. I hug Feli as he cries into my shoulder. After he calms Down I grab
the note from her tight dead grip tears still rolling down. I open the note  and gasp as Feli looks up reading the note too. I drop it as he tares at (y/n). He gets a
chair from her desk and unties the knot on the ceiling fan. I catch (y/n) and lay her down on her bed. Feli lays down next to her corpse crying.

"I'm sorry bro but this world is just not my place
I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in
I've come to realise this world's full of sin
There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space
I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race
It's a disgrace, I was misplaced
Born in the wrong time, and in the wrong place
It's okay though, 'cause you'll see me soon
You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon
As it shines bright, throughout the night
And remember everyone's facing their own fight
But I can't deal with the pain, I'm not a fighter
You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter
So let the world know, that I died in vein
Because the world around me, is the one to blame
And I know in a year, you'll forget I'm gone
'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on
That's what they use to tell me, all those kids at school

long time skip~
 i walk down the streets of the city as I pass an ally way a cry was heard from a dirty old box. I follow the sound and bend down and the box flaps open as I see
a little girl with (h/c) hair and (e/c) eyes.
"Ciao bella" She gives a confounded face as I knew I was In England.
"Hello there" I repeat in english.

So I'm going by the law majority rules
My presence on this earth is not needed any longer
And if anything, I hope this makes you stronger
You're the best friend, that I ever had
Such a shame I had to make you so very sad
But just remember that you meant everything to me
And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key

"Hi" her voice sounds like (y/n) when she was small.
"so what's  your name little one" she looks at me with her eyes and smiles.
"my name is (y/n)" She proudly says. How could she be so happy in this dump.
"How about you live with me" Her smile widens and she instanly hugs me.

"Papa I found you Do you remember when I hanged myself but now i'm better and i'll always stay with you and Feli just be happy god said I could come back in a different
form but for a while" I hug tighter crying into her shoulder.
"In missed you" and her last words where "I love you brother" and she vanished.


Now it's time to go, I'm running out of space to write
And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight
I'm watching over you, from the clouds above
And sending down the purest and whitest dove
To watch over you, and be my helpful eye
So this is it world, goodbye"
                    





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